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Monday, September 29, 2014

me. today.

Never realized that playing golf was FUN !!!!
Yesterday I was playing with Seb. He was a very good golfer since he played a lot when he was working in Batam. He asked me to play in driving range because I was totally newbie and I could borrow his golf sticks. My hands were cramped after. But it was so much fun. We got sushi afterwards. Thanks for making my day, buddy ! He was always be there during my bad bad days.
And still, he never allow me to drive ! He's so afraid that I will die on car-crashed since last time I crashed a goat. Well.... few days ago.

Oh yeah, there are the goats !

I'm preparing lecture for October 2 (well, I'm not that kind of last-minute-person. I can't believe if you can make a good slides of presentation on D day - 1 or even D day - hours. Sorry to say !), approving and modifying all invisalign patients, and I listen to QUELQUES NOTES POUR ANNA a lot lately !!!

This song reminds me to someone who's inspiring me a lot to be stronger to face this life. Well, I know a lot of good men in my life. My parents, my best buddies, that's why I trust men a lot and thought that all of them were nice. Never realized that some of them were totally a**holes. I always care and never hate. But this time, deep wound makes me no longer care and hate some of them. Sorry guys !

Look what I had got from my dear maman and papa from France. They are Seb's parents. And they love to write me A LOT !!!

Sorry, not yet rotate it. French is so difficult to learn. Aaaaaaaa..... See the postcard. Paris !!!! Will go next year. With my dear baby !!!!

This was taken on November 2013 for a charity. Now, he's no longer a baby anymore !

But of course, he will always be my baby. My sweetheart. My everything~~ whatever happens, he is the one who will never break my heart nor disappoint me.
I plan to take another photoshoot with him because I wanna see him grow bigger and bigger.

I was sick since this morning. Since I had nothing to do and the fever had not gone yet, I decided to write a post in this blog. Don't worry patients, I will still come to clinic this afternoon. Jia you for me !!

Friday, September 26, 2014

love yourself, respect yourself

Today I ate a lot of fruit, guava juice, got my massage treatment (and facial too !), had lunch all by myself, and went to clinic afterwards. I deserve this after a very hard(work) week. And next month will have several trips for lectures and courses. Aaaaaaaaaa.....
Can't wait for my fried noodle tonight after work !!!

I should treat myself with good books again (excuses, excuses, haha....)

I will take D to have a date tomorrow after clinic meeting. He is my little sweetheart!! And Seb called me this afternoon for playing golf next Sunday. I am blessed. Thank God for this wonderful life-family-friends You have given to me. Of course I won't sacrifice what I have right now for some stupid a**holes out there, sorry to say.... But for me, no place for playboys.
Dear men, if you think that you can buy someone's life -or someone's faith -or someone's respect with your popularity, your money, or your look, or your words, then you will become the biggest a**hole ever !

Respect comes by your attitude, dear.
Dear women, never ever give in your life to a man, and depend your life into him. Let him respect you, not treat you as a slave. Be his whore in bed, be his partner in good and bad times. Get his respect. 

And if he cheated you after all of this, leave him ! He doesn't deserve you. Or your love. Or your sacrifice. Sorry to say... But men who come only in good times, are not a man. At all. 
My heart goes to all ladies out there who becomes the victims of infidelity. Love yourself, and the world will love you back ~~

PS : I have changed my masks 6x until this afternoon and drink 1.5 litres water already. Way to go, clean and healthy face !

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

dentist - behind the art work

Meet my patient, Engelbert. This awesome progress I have done within 3 months. I will post another cases -whether they're braces or invisalign (there are more and more invisaligns in my office. This amount are really awesome - since people want to treat their teeth in smart and beautiful way).

Let's take a look what we have intra-orally....

Before treatment and progress treatment. I took lower first bicuspids. And the result is really amazing. This one, I can say, a very nice case for treat. Seems very difficult, but in end, you will notice, in good hands, it will not difficult at all. Yes, the interdigitation part will be very difficult. But at least, patient will 'feel' your result in a very short time. Should I say wow for that ??

This art-work, is the only reason why I become a dentist. I hate surgery. I love artsy works. Making something ugly into nice one is definitely my favourite.

Lately, I use this colourflow composite a lot. I love the colour, actually. But most of all, it has no porosity like others.

This class I cavity in buccal side, I make a special heart-shape for my little patient, Kenneth. And he loves it !

He asked me to put another filling with colour composite. So I put this one in his occlusal surface. Nice colour, isn't it ?

Be a dentist, be a passionate one, and you can change a world. It's true ! To see every smiles after they walk in your office - what can be more wonderful than that ? 

Tuesday, September 23, 2014

be better - not bitter

Welcome new life ! New passport ! New home soon ! New business soon !!!
And I'm so grateful, that finally I realized that I can put my dream, I can wish, but if it's not the right time - not the right moment, no matter how hard I pursue, stillllllllll.... it's not the right time.

Well, anyway...
Right now I do a lot of changes in my life. I go to bed earlier. I do meditation. I drink water 2 litres a day. I eat on time. I change my mask at clinic 5-10 times a day. And I don't keep myself work too hard. I do only orthodontic treatment, braces-invisalign, and some clients who are really-really fanatic with my treatment (no choice !).

Here are some quick updates behind my dental chair :))

I am really-really need invisalign treatment soon ! And as I'm a provider, I can get a very special price for this treatment. Yay me !!

I got this cute Oscar-replica when I was visiting Hollywood. Was an amazing trip. Definitely will go back !!!

My case today. Class II in disto-occlusal. Definitely not my favourite (I prefer the mesio-occlusal one). I have to bend my back, look everything from mirror-reflection, and if the patient is a big tall guy, I will definitely give up. Haha !

Finish with the preparation. I make a very long bevel in the surface.

This one is the most fantastic one. I put a yellow flowable composite from Rx. Very strong, yet a I can get a good esthetic result. I use this flowable colour composite many-many times. This one is definitely recommended !
And as a final touch, I try the Rx composite mixed with 3M composite. Still, 3M is my favourite. But the result is not that bad. And since this one is the 1/4 occlusal cavity with total loss of distal surface, I think it's a wise choice to put a very hard composite like Rx. 

Thanks my dear tools and equipments for this cavity filling. I heart all of you !!

I re-decorate my desk. Put some fresh ambience in my desk. I love them !

Need to working on slides for next lecture ! Again I will fly to Jakarta for this lecture. Definitely can't wait for that !!

Yes, I definitely need invisalign treatment soon.

I won't be sad for some stupid guys out there. Do you believe that what doesn't kill you will make you awesome instead ?
Yes, I'm one of them.

Surround yourself with positive people. And you will get the positive energy as well. Be better, not bitter. And all happiness will come to you. Welcome new life ! With or without you, I will be happy with myself (and D, my little sweetheart !!). As my bestfriend Seb ever told me : DON'T CARE !
And don't trust men !!! Some of them will say bullsh*t things about love. You don't want to get suffer, do you ? Come on, blue sky with beautiful flowers are out there. Put your smile and show to the world that you will get stronger than ever ! There will come a day, when a loving man who deserve your love and care will come.

And they won't take you for granted.

Yellow frangipani. These flowers smell so awesome ! Maybe even better than Sheer Beauty from Calvin Klein. Hahaha ! Why yellow frangipani ? Well.... I love yellow. It brings me spirit and new energy. Will plant them in my new house ! With the sunflowers of course !!!!

Well.... last but not least, forget it if you wanna see my tears. Because it won't be happen, my dear. Cry will cause wrinkles. And still, I don't trust men :)

Monday, September 22, 2014

happy - happier - happiest

Have you ever noticed that happiness come from ourselves ?

Lately, I learn that we can't put others to responsible to our happiness. Why ? First thing first, YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY WITH YOURSELF.

How could I manage that ? Well... I have several ways to be happy due the bad days, such as...
1. I read books.
2. I write. A lot ! Or I blog. It makes me happy.
3. I re-decorate everything in clinic.
4. I do patients. During the bad days, I spend most of time in clinic. I feel happier.
5. I listen to The Beatles. And my troubles will go away. Well, not immediately. But I will feel better.
6. I play piano. Or guitar. And sing like hell. Ha ha !
7. I drink coffee. And spend hours in my favourite cafe.
8. I dress up, put make-up, meet-up with my girlfriends.
9. I watch DVDs.
10. I meditate.
11. And do pray.
12. I play bookworm.
13. I buy books. It's kind of addictive for me. Or spending hours in bookstore.
14. I do nanoblocks !
15. I drive.

How about you, folks ?